I can't help looking back, thinking about us...

Today was just an ordinary and horribly boring day. 

-This is what I do everyday on my way to and from work.

As my tram approaches your stop I pull out my pocket mirror. 

I check that my makeup & hair is right, just in case you get on.

I look out the window hoping to see you standing there ready to get on, 

That today you would happen to be here on your somewhere too. 

But you’re not, again. 

Maybe on the way back home you'll be on your way out & I’ll see you then. 

But I’m beginning to think fate won’t bring us back together.

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I miss you & I just can't stop looking back

Opps.

My alarm goes off like it does at the same time every night just to make sure I don’t forget. 

I pick up the pill packet, look at the tiny pills & my eyes widen.

I took the wrong one last night... That’s the last time I take a pill in the dark.

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I wonder how many other girls have made that mistake.

People ask me

Why I wear watches that don't work... My secret as to why is that I wear broken watches because it makes me feel like I'm in control of time and one day I'll go back and make things better to prevent him from breaking up with me.

Lets Run Away & Leave It All Behind

We'll be silly, break the rules and forget our feelings.

My First

Well here is my first post. 

I hope it's not my last but I have a habit of starting things then abandoning them.

I'm just here to give myself another outlet to 'express' myself I suppose, a little bit 

of an escape maybe... This might just turn into another place for me to complain, 

but that's one of many ways to express myself so I'll try do a bit of everything.